Tuesday, March 31, 2009

sunrise to sunset

Sooooo, its been a while, sorry about that. Its been a mix of nothing to write about really, and not wanting to write about the same things I have been writing about. You know the whole I'm-so-depressed-I-don't-have-a-job-I-need-money-what-am-I-going-to-do-with-my-life-wah-wha-wah......you know the usual.

Anyways, life has been good. Slow, but that is good. The ski trip was fun, but VERY tiring. Apparently that is what happens when you have a lot of responsibility and only get 6 hours of sleep a night.

I am starting to get very excited about all the things I have going on this summer, and a little overwhelmed. I am still not sure how God is going to provide, but I'm not worried....much. He has already provided some funds, but not all.

Change......I don't like change. It is very hard for me to adapt and be happy about it. I would much rather kick and scream and make things go back to the way they were. But change happens anyway, and mostly I am accepting it.....not very happily I might add. Some changes I might not mind, like a job or a plan for my life, but here I am back on the subject I was trying to avoid.

Have I mentioned that I really don't like cold weather, and I am way past ready for spring to be here????? Well, I don't and I am. I want to wear my tanks, flip-flops and shorts. I want to sit outside and drink lemonade. I want to swim in my grandpa's pool and get a tan. I want to be able to get dressed without thinking about coats, hats, scarfs and gloves. I want to put all my boots and winter clothes up and get out my summer dresses. I want I want I want......... :P

I guess thats about it.......for now. Hopefully the next time I post I will be able to talk about how warm it is outside.....I can dream anyway lol.

be free

1 comment:

DOT (Maria) said...

I know what you mean, about change I mean. Although it is even hard for me to change for a job. I am praying that you will find a job, or somthing to do with your life soon. I love winter, but I was verry upset when it snowed the other day. I am so ready for spring to. Love ya!