Tuesday, March 31, 2009

sunrise to sunset

Sooooo, its been a while, sorry about that. Its been a mix of nothing to write about really, and not wanting to write about the same things I have been writing about. You know the whole I'm-so-depressed-I-don't-have-a-job-I-need-money-what-am-I-going-to-do-with-my-life-wah-wha-wah......you know the usual.

Anyways, life has been good. Slow, but that is good. The ski trip was fun, but VERY tiring. Apparently that is what happens when you have a lot of responsibility and only get 6 hours of sleep a night.

I am starting to get very excited about all the things I have going on this summer, and a little overwhelmed. I am still not sure how God is going to provide, but I'm not worried....much. He has already provided some funds, but not all.

Change......I don't like change. It is very hard for me to adapt and be happy about it. I would much rather kick and scream and make things go back to the way they were. But change happens anyway, and mostly I am accepting it.....not very happily I might add. Some changes I might not mind, like a job or a plan for my life, but here I am back on the subject I was trying to avoid.

Have I mentioned that I really don't like cold weather, and I am way past ready for spring to be here????? Well, I don't and I am. I want to wear my tanks, flip-flops and shorts. I want to sit outside and drink lemonade. I want to swim in my grandpa's pool and get a tan. I want to be able to get dressed without thinking about coats, hats, scarfs and gloves. I want to put all my boots and winter clothes up and get out my summer dresses. I want I want I want......... :P

I guess thats about it.......for now. Hopefully the next time I post I will be able to talk about how warm it is outside.....I can dream anyway lol.

be free

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Au Revoir......

.....to all. I shall miss everyone, but will be having so much fun that I bet you miss me more, just kidding :p.

I am leaving my house at 2:45 in the morning (yes that is still night), and will be traveling to Colorado for a week of rest and relaxation. In between cooking meals and all that good stuff.

I am so ready for this break, I need some time to just be quiet and think. And Colorado is just the place to do that, it is so beautiful and different than here.

be free

Monday, March 9, 2009

so little time......

*deep breath*

*let it out*

This last week so busy, it was insane.
My family and I were involved in a basketball tournament. It was fun, but so crazy. I went to at least 14 games, probably more. And I ran the clock in most of them, and for those of you who have never ran the clock before it requires a lot of concentration, and is usually very stressful. Friday night I went to a get together with my Wednesday night class and had so much fun. We played basketball for at least 3 hours, and even though I had been around basketball all week it was great.

Usually it takes me a week to recover from a week like that, but this week I have NO time to even rest. I leave for the ski trip on Sunday, and I have SO much to do before then. Whitney and I are planning/cooking all the meals, so instead of my personal packing being my priority this week, planning/shopping/packing all the food is. I am freaking out just thinking about it. I still have all my regular stuff to do also, You Grow, Character First, etc.

If I just get through this week I can relax, I am REALLY looking forward to the ski trip. It is going to be so much fun, it is always different but amazing.

May God bless your week to be less hectic than mine :)

be free